shattered !!
Where are we now?? .. but the question is who are “we”? .. I’ve been asking myself lately this question because “we” used to be my group of girls in college .. we were ten .. and now? I’m trying to keep track of these ten people who used to spend 10 hours or more together every single day .. well i’m trying to keep track of them .. and we’re still in contact .. but things are somehow different now .
I may mention some details in this post without names .. well i’m sure all the girls involved are going to recognize each and every person i’m writing about !!
So it was one thursday morning , two years ago , two years!! that’s such a long time and it passed by so quickly .. we were all gathered in one of our friend’s place , and we were having “THE breakfast” , I don’t know why but that day was a memorable day , I will never forget it , eventhough it was just a breakfast where everyone got their own dish , basbosa and foool ( maybe that will ring a bell 
) lol .. it was a happy day , full of joy and laughter despite the fact that it was supposed to be a studying day .. such moments that left a special imprint in my memory will always be there ..
At that day , we all had one goal , one purpose , is to finish our senior year with high Gpa , we were all studying to achieve that at the moment .. after that year has passed .. what’s next? too many options were there .
Marriage is a phase in every girl’s life , we shared the happiness of the wedding parties for each , but did we realize it was a big turn around point in her life? yes it was a turning point for her and for us to accept this change .. she’s starting her own family .. now three of them already have their own small beautiful family , the fourth is on the way now 
.. sometimes I envy what they have because I believe it’s the most amazing feeling in the world .. and yes marriage may alter your life plan , it becomes a shared plan of two people instead of your own plan , some had to move to Riyadh , or a place called khafgy – an oil rank- , or to the US according to their husbands circumstances.
Life is strange , it takes us to different places , each and every year , it changes , to the better ? or to the worse? or maybe it remains the at the same rhythm . After graduation and finishing our internship year , each and everyone of us was searching for her path , each had her own plans , some took the academic path , some went to work in the clinical field , that’s the path that has worked out for me , and some are starting their post- grad studies in a month here .Although we’re in the same city , but still somehow we’re scattered in different places . The ones who already left the country , already started their first steps to their post -grad studies . I just pray to god everyday , to bless us all wherever we are ..
well that’s life , our paths that has crossed during our college years has reached an end , we are now shattered , each is following her path that allah has chosen for her 
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